Better Than Busy

I was really busy when I was getting ready for my viva.

I’m thinking about the volume of work I did. About six weeks, 9am to 4pm with lunch breaks: reading my thesis, reading papers, making notes, planning a presentation, talking with my supervisor and trying to throw away hypotheticals that would pop into my mind.

Here are some things I did not do during those six weeks:

  • Apply for jobs;
  • Work at a job I already had;
  • Have to manage a household or substantial responsibilities;
  • Manage any health conditions;
  • Think about life after the PhD.

I did a lot of work to get ready for my viva and a lot of it was useful. But I look back and see that I did more than I needed to so that I kept busy. I kept the feeling going for myself that I was getting ready.

I did that partly because I could hide in busy-ness, partly because I was unfocussed in my life then and partly because I didn’t know what to expect from my viva.

 

I’m going to assume that you have to commit a serious amount of time to at least two of the items on the list above right now. Your life and time is not as open as mine was. I’m going to assume as well that, if you’re reading this post, you have at least some idea of what to expect from the viva.

You don’t have time to keep busy with your prep. In some ways that makes you fortunate compared to 2008-Nathan. You can be effective in your viva prep instead.

Sketch out your prep plans. Check you know what to expect. Ask for help. Don’t throw yourself into stress and rush and busy. Work out how to get the work done alongside your life.

You can do better than busy.

 

PS: if you’re looking for more helpful ideas about the viva then take a look at Viva Survivors Select – my new curated zine series collecting great posts from the daily blog archive. The first issue is available now here. Thanks for reading!

Stay Determined

Manage to keep going in difficult circumstances.

This definition of survive applies to the PhD journey and to the viva.

You get to the viva and you’ve done the work. You’ve written the thesis. You’ve done the prep.

So you just keep going. Stay determined and do what you do well.

Keep going, then go on to your next difficult challenge.

Stress & Tensions

It’s a good idea to reduce stress ahead of your viva. A little pressure might motivate some people but stress never helps anyone. You can reduce stress by planning your prep so that you aren’t overwhelmed. You can reduce stress by reading regulations and asking others about their experiences. You can reduce stress for the viva by doing the prep you need to do so that you feel more ready.

On the other hand, it will help to accept that there are tensions around the viva – and the best you can do is acknowledge them and work with them. For example, the tension between not knowing the questions you will be asked but still being able to respond. There’s a tension between knowing that most vivas succeed but not knowing your own outcome until the end. There can be a tension between being nervous because the viva matters but being confident that you have done enough to do well.

Reduce stress. Accept tensions. In both cases, you need to find your way forward.

The Contribution Collage

The Contribution is typically a lot of little contributions: lots of small pieces of new and good research that make a bigger picture of progress.

It would be nice if all of these pieces were uniform, regular and in pleasing proportions to fit together, but it’s probably more likely that your work creates a collage of contributions, each arranged just so to make the best Contribution possible after years of work.

  • Explore why each of these little contributions matters and you understand more of what the Contribution adds to your discipline.
  • Reflect on the Contribution and you’ll see how the smaller contributions add to the bigger picture of what you’ve achieved.

Whichever perspective you consider you’ll find interesting things to ponder as you get ready for your viva – and interesting things to talk about at your viva.

Preferences

Your preferences for the viva matter.

They can have an impact on how you engage with the viva and with what happens there. Some preferences can be met much more easily than others. And if some aren’t met you will have to decide what to do regardless.

 

Your preferences for viva prep are probably the most easy to meet: if you need to prepare at a certain time in a certain way or use particular materials to annotate your thesis that’s not so hard to do. You might have preferences around rehearsal – a mock viva date or help from particular friends – and these could be trickier, but not hard.

Preferences for examiner selection are just that: you can prefer certain people but have no direct control over their nomination or acceptance. Supervisors might ask candidates for ideas, but ultimately they have to select who they think will be a good choice. Academics asked to be examiners have to weigh up their other work and responsibilities. You might really want someone or an academic with a certain kind of background but ultimately your preference could be unsatisfied.

You might prefer a 90-minute viva or one that begins with a particular question. You might prefer to feel a certain way or to know in advance what the outcome will be. And you might prefer that you didn’t have a viva at all! But you can’t really control any of these things. There are things you might prefer and then the reality of what happens: some of your preferences might be met and some might not.

 

So what does all of this mean?

First, again, your preferences matter. It will probably help your general viva readiness to be aware of and fulfil your preferences as much as you can.

Second, you have to work past any emotional friction you feel from preferences that can’t be met. That might not be easy but there isn’t anything else to do.

Your Story

Your PhD story, whatever difficulties you’ve faced, is one where you have grown into a more capable researcher – and where you have produced something valuable through your work.

So how did you get this far?

  • The Beginning: What did you know when you began? What were your initial plans? How did you get started?
  • The Middle: How did your plans change? What did you learn? What setbacks did you overcome?
  • The End: What do you know now? How would you summarise your research? What does your PhD mean to you?

By considering some of these questions you build a story of your PhD. You don’t need all of them to tell yourself a good story and find confidence.

Also: reflecting can help you bring together one story of your PhD. If that perspective and focus doesn’t help, consider whether or not reflecting on other aspects can help you tell yourself a better story.

The Tunnel To Submission

I live in the north-west of England and a few times per month we have cause to travel through one of the Mersey tunnels.

It’s gloomy in there no matter the time of day: the rear lights of cars, the not-daylight of the tunnel lights and the monotonous blurring of the walls.

Then you hit the end. Daylight reaches in-

-and you have less than ten seconds to be sure of which way you’re going! There are two exits and you need to be sure because there’s no turning back!

Veer left or right? Towards the stadia or the city? There are two lanes and it helps to get into the correct one before you enter. That way you’re on track for the whole journey.

 

Which brings us to the PhD journey, submission, viva prep and the viva.

The final weeks and months before submission can be a bit like the Kingsway Tunnel. You’re going forwards but it’s all a blur. You have to focus to get through but if you’re not careful you can reach the other side and not know where you’re going next.

Plan ahead. Decide on your route to being ready for your viva. When you get to submission do you need to take a break or keep on? Will you take your time or power ahead? You can decide how you make your way to the viva.

Sketch out a plan for your viva prep and don’t be surprised when that time arrives.

A Confidence Hint

“Confidence is not being strong; confidence is knowing your strengths.”

A webinar participant shared this observation with me a few months ago. There’s a lot of wisdom to it.

For the viva in particular, you don’t need to know everything. You can simply know that you are capable. You can simply reflect on what has brought you so far. You can simply know what you know.

Know your strengths and you’ll know that’s enough.

What Does It Do?

A four word question to help you think about your significant, original contribution.

Four words that might help you get thinking quickly. What, practically, does your work do? What do your results do for others? We can spin a web of questions and connections from those four words.

Start with the simple and work out. Reflect, write and talk.

Get ready to tell your examiners all about the value of your contribution.

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